the last sunset

i'm tired of it all. after what you did and said today. you could have just told me the truth first. instead of having to wait for everything to happen before telling.

there can never be 1 day that i can be happy, neither for you. no, i don't believe heaven is playing with us anymore. because now it's you who seem to play with me and us. God will not do what we do not do for ourselves.

it's obvious enough. for all your confusion over us, there's not 1 time that you'll ever solve this confusion.

i'm tired of facing your uncertainties and fickleness. since you can't bring yourself to meet me, since you can't bring yourself to do anything at all for me. i'm not gonna care anymore, with all my worthless loving for you.

no more do i believe what u\you believe. you can believe what you want. but i will not anymore. if you really do give a damn. you'd do anything for me.

not until you can sort your ownself out.

I'M TIRED AND SICK OF ALL THE SHIT. period.